If only you knew how I was acting on this end of the phone, I send “it’s okay :)” but really I’m shaking, sobbing, hating myself. What would happen if you knew, would it be different, would it change, or would you be the same. I don’t get it, how I can like you so much that you can have this big of an affect on me, and why do I like you if I’m constantly crying...
I like you a lot but:
Its so fucked up how you can constantly hurt me, one text and my day is ruined